I Have realised something great about myself, and it all stems from the abusive words shared with my ex when I went there to pic up my mothers old couch that I'd left with him as I mooved out...

He called me slut, and worse..but after a couple days of hurt, I realised that as many people might think that I am sexually promiscuous, I am not as bad as I could be lol

I am a Libertine, I hold no stem to societies morals, and I live my life in whatever way I see fit as I feel like it. I move quickly and like a whirl wind I quickly uproot my life and change it as I feel I like.

Lifes to short to not live happily, in just a single second an entire life can be ruined.
Don't believe me, Look to my father who lost all means of life by a single push of a switch. A Young healthy man, with a stunning wife and 5 children too feed. Caught surprise when he lost his arm and lively hood to a press at work.

I've lived through it, and when i die, if I die I want the world not to sigh and cry at my death bed but to laugh and tell stories of all our adventures and stupidities we pulled. I dont want that tinge of regret saying that I wished I had done this or that I want to scream from the top of the world that my life is full, and then jump off and see where I land.

I am not normal, nor do i ever wish to be. I am a strong happy wild woman


Society, I have learned likes a cage,
And being the free bird I am
I find I cannot oblige them
A cage no matter its beauty
Is still a cage


I am young yet
and some say immature because of my outlook on life
They ask if I ever want a nice house and A family
But all these things are just that
THINGS
I dont need things
I dont want things
I want experiences
I want to Hold the world in the palm of my and and squeeze it for all its got
And to drink that sweet nectar downto every last drop

Because I will never pass on the cup of life
I am loud, brazen and boisterous
I am uncouth and strange
I am sexual and even overbearing
at times I can be too much to handle


I love to take all i can and take it to the its very edge and plunge it into another world all too its own
Because that is me
I am
Me

catch me who can
Roben

now to other business....


Im packing my boxes and Dustins and were mooving...dont know if I'll have internet or not
So... to my sister:
Yes I will be calling every monday from a payphone until I have another means

To my friends and watchers and creepers in the shadows, I will be gone starting the 2nd until my world slides back into normality....

Now for something completly different: I feature you now: